Showing posts with label death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label death. Show all posts

Friday, August 19, 2011

Ode to Nana


The 15th anniversary of my grandmother's death was recently. She lived a long and happy life (up until she got sick with dementia the last several months of her life). She was almost 87, when she died, when I was just 13. I wrote a detailed post on my other blog, but I would like to include a poem here, that I wrote when I was just a young teenager, about a year after she died. Thanks, Nana, for all you did to make me a better person. I was so shy growing up that I didn't have a lot of friends, but you were always there for me to talk to growing up. I know you are smiling down on me with the angels. I know you are not just "resting in peace", you are dancing and clapping in praise to Jesus with all your might!

Nana's Song

Needing to hear some good advice

Needing to see a gentle face

I miss my Nana tonight

The smile of a happy greeting

The voice and the look of a deepful thought

Yes I miss her as I miss as I hear my Nana's song!

The song so full of love and beauty.


Together we hung the clothes across the line

Basking in the greatness of the simple moment

In the smells and love of summer sunshine

A ladybug landed upon the woven basket

“Look Nana” the child cried with glee

Oh yes, that is a little wingling.


In the excitement of the moment

The freshly cleaned linen dropped to the ground,fin

The child expected an angry word

But was held close in the loving arms of Nana

In that special way which makes a child feel like gold.


That night only one was willing to go

To go to her pretty church upon the hill

Arm in arm with Nana I proudly walked.

I hear her voice still as she said

This is my baby, my Libby's child.


The “Old Rugged Cross” we sang that night

Her voice so strong and sweet

She tells me of her Father's love

O how I miss her so!


Tonight, I miss the song of Nana

Wanting that heart to listen with care

Tonight I miss the different beauty

Strengthened by the wisdom's touch

Tonight I hear her singing

Singing with the angels

In our final home up in the sky!


Wednesday, February 27, 2008

In the Valley of the Shadow of Death


Psalm 23:4
Yeah though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for Thou art with me. Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.

I have read Psalm 23 hundreds of times, if not more. It was the first passage I ever memorized, at the young age of six. Recently though these words which speak of the valley of the shadow of death have had new meaning to me. Last month was a trying month for my soul. A close friend of mine tried to commit suicide and very nearly succeeded. Not long after I heard that one of my closest childhood friends was sentenced to life in prison for committing first degree murder. It is expected that one should be shocked when death knocks at your door. It is a reminder that in this dark world - a world which belongs to the prince of darkness, Satan, we truly seem to be in the valley of the shadow of death. Sin has made its mark from the days of the first Adam and the death and decay around us is sure proof. But I who lover the Lord can not fear this death - the shadow of sin's curse. My Lord is surely with me every step in the valley. While I physically see the death on one side of the door, I have entered another door through Christ Jesus - a door where Eternal Life is beside me and heaven awaits. I cross the footstool of heaven every tome I come to him in prayer. It is though he is gently prodding me - guiding me with that comforting rod and staff to remind me not to worry for He is there. O how much my knees have been on that footstool this past month as I have felt the nearness of that shadow of death in the valley. I have been easily led to tears this past month, but I have also found joy and peace in the midst of my King. I know that although death seems to be shadowing my door, mercy and goodness follow my footsteps. O Lord, I look forward most of all to the day when I shall I dwell in Your house forevermore! How I look forward to the day my King, when this life ends and a new life begins! I shall behold the beauty and glory of the Lord. Then, my Lord, YOU shall have erased all shadow of death and the curse from my body, heart, and mind. I shall truly have Christ's robe of righteousness - void of sin and impurity.